"My mother is a wonderful lady -bless her.. she sent me to college at 19. . and I realize in the past 2 months that I am disliking it.."Rather unloosened with my feeling"

Its a Tuesday today... I attend a business preview at Gamecity, 
after work... am so in love with my business am doing with these
guys.. I always look at myself and say "Oh boy!!" I want to be a smart
 Kalanga. I want more out of life, I don't wanna live an ordinary life,
 thus its my college-years and I am doing something out there with
smart business people. By now I have a dream, I am 21 and I love cars,
I love property. Sometimes I feel am overdue for driving my own.. My
pushing dream bears a Range Rover Vogue V8 that I saw last month as
 it rumbled at a corner in my front dropping a young gorgeous gal at some
 flats in Phase II..also before I had seen one as it turned behind me, I was
just alerted by the engine sound, and as I dashed to look, Its an Indian white
 head- Dada therein.. i just feel to be one Kalanga inside..

Thursday 11:40am, this are the days i normally attend my part-time classes

of Computer Science... I am at Moselewapula now, a local junior school

that I do my Teaching Practice at. This time around i am just not having

anything to do, I have no class with the students. I sit here in teachers

 lounge...a few teachers there with me, but busy with their work. 2 of

them in old age, I can see.. maybe on their 40s or so..Probably have been

 teaching through for the past many many years- "they talk with each

other and laugh out  loud" I am sitted there and unaffected .. I

remembered my first days at college when we had our first Foundations

of Education gathering and we met our Instructor for the year, she

looked exactly like one of these ladies in my front.

25th February remains wet...Its raining and the outside is possibly
outpouring cold.. I love the day.. let the day pass, month end has its
way... normally when I get some pay of money I do not forget myself.

.. I walk in a Restaurant and buy the most meal at my heart.. Just to

honor myself making that money!! ha ha ah ah!! the Hawaian Pineapple

 Pizza is the one I like most!!! I will sit in there and have it, the most biggest. 

The time I came to see the Instructor for my MCITP at the University,

 there is just a few students on campus, I can just hear that from the

noises around... Part-time students like me normally don't close as the

fulltime University students, so its student's holidays so I come to see

my instructor and register for the 2nd Professional Course at UB. This

course will prepare me for Administering Company Networks... I really

never wanted to be a teacher except for my mom who sent me to a

Teacher Training College...

Now I sit in one of the labs and review my CCNA material from last year..
ha ha I forgot most things.. Physical-Data link-Net-Trans-... up Appl....
blab la bla.. but I feel good anyway for being here yet again... I wanna
finish all the Part-time Professional Courses that I had started this year..

I'll recall the Binaries Module 6 just now as I sit here...I sit with my legs

 up the table and my Macbook in between my legs and I just think.. I think

of back at College "the dome" "the refectory" "the showers".. It's like I

was pasted at college It actually bores me.. It's a sad story I can tell..

My mother is a wonderful lady -bless her.. she sent me to college at 19 . 

and i realize in the past 2 months that i am disliking it....

She is the one.. I am loving her soo much... I am the only child of theirs

(with my Kenyan dad)..  she is Kalanga and internally in the deepest

Kalanga we adhere to an elder.. sssooo traditionally I am configured
 to listen to Maa-Witty as she is called. Even now I do my part-time
 studies at the University and she doesn't actually know about it.. but I
 love her soo much u know... but am gonna do it....